confused, go or no go -_-?

okay today i wasss sooo confused.
for this 30th august my school having a camp just 3o dolar
i dont have any money to go
but theres my polite friends that says
"ill pay for you, and you dont need to pay me back"
and
"its okayy i'll pay for you and you pay it later"

and
"aku belanje kau"

ouhhh i wass touched
buttt i dont want to have hutang.
and hutang budi dgn org laen
i want to go butttttt

ouhhhh idont knowwww
how i supposed to dooo
i in dilemma nowww

so you think

go or no go ????

people around the GLOBE :D

there's many various type of people out there
the good one
the bad one *me
the fake one
the angels one
and so on

but now i want to talk about the FAKE one
sometimes i was in that situation
but not alwayssss

are you like being fake?
me?? no
but there so many people like to be fake with me even though my friends.
i dont knoww. ape yg best fake? haha
aku tau,, cause i dont like her/him and kita tanak kwn kita terase kan.
yeah itu aku lah. but yg laen?
weyhh sini dga fai story

korg tau tak aku pon manusia korg ni fake fake buat ape? tak suka ckp,, ape ssh? aku pon tak suka kau kau tak suka aku hehe end off story:)

but there people yg fake mcm ni
"fake je dgn dia sbb dia bodo and we can use him/her"
thats what happen to me.
dont lie i knoww everything
aiyooooo ape aku buattttt ' kaorg guna aku
ehhh lupa aku kan jahat sooo ape aku buat semua JAHAT. kan kan :D

there things if i mad at someone

1. im not gonna talk to you*silenteverybodyyy
2. im like stay away from you *haha best
3. mybe lpk dgn kau but still ignoring "mereka"
4. klau bengang sgt aku tak jmpe korg langsung :D
5. and fake la dgn kau kankan
   

thats me if im angry at some one or might be you.

kenape people in this globe so like sometimes annoying
pleaseeee la weyh aku pnt dgn kau

ape pon
klau aku tak suka korg im gonna tell you

just ask and im ready to tell you the truth :D

ape lagi,,,

the enddddd ;D

boyfriendss for me

once ago, saya ade BF
but after kene dumm dgn dia and i dumm him back
untill now i dont have one :D

just earlier weeks i've melts my heart for "v" haha
but its not happening

now my heart has turn tu "konkrit"
and cant melt i guess
konkrit kan mane bole cair.
haha

im not lesbian but i cant open some space for guys mybe
until "him" jatuh dari langit.
mane lah tau kannnn :D

im not a girl yg
perigi carik timba.
aiyooo tak malu ke?
kita kan perempuan so lumrah lelaki carik kita:D

so im waiting and waiting
until its come tomeeee :)

the endddd ;D

best friendss / PEOPLE :) *mixinghere:)

In this life there issssss many type of people that we saww and knowww
what about best friends?

do ur BEST FRIENDS being honest with you???

me??
i DONT think sooo
i know cause I KNOW!
im not a good person, im baddddd
so its perfect to keep their secret just each other and not with me :)
im gladdd because im not the one of the best friendss
isnt that cool? i dont care cause i knowww im not the goooood girl here :DD
IM THE BAD GUYSSS
im badd and i deserve to be treated like that :)

my life wass sooooo great

1. i dont have best friends that share a story"everything" :)
2. i dont have a sister to share my day story
3. i got to study because im examer"PMR"
4. but my parents the best
5. the sadest part is i dont have a boyfriendddd haha

im a very very very very un***** girl because have a great life story isnt?

HUMAN OUT THERE

my life not suck but RAINBOW:)

i can see so many kind of people out there so i dont care if im badd
im human, no human perfects
soo here i want to sayy
dont judge someone by listening to people saying
u know me then that wass me
dont ever ever listen to others because sometimes story can be made okayyy?

for you the reader,,
remember
not all human in this world perfect
and not the person that u think ur best best best friend will not backstep your back :D

f.y.i im not a backstabber
im bad but not a backstabber kind :DD
just bitch backstab its own friendsss

*siape makan cili dia terase pedasnya,
siape yang buat sedar lah diri yeeee :D

the endddd ;D

V

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin'
The smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
And when you're starin' at that phone in yo' lap
And hopin', but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
Soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Then I switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now


Yeah
Yeah
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tapes
And back before I tried to cover up my slate
But this is for Decatur
What's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand
And then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

*its all gone ;'(

H F

i'm all alone
standing right here
no one by my side, no one will take my hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
i know I won't give in No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause i know you not here for me, not here for me
There's nothing i could say
Nothing i could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late,
this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause i know you not here for me, you're not here for me
There's nothing i could say
Nothing i could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da


Keep holding on
'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause i know you not here for me, you're not here for me
There's nothing i could say
Nothing i could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through


There's nothing i could say
Nothing i could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on

'Cause i know i'll make it through, i'll make it through


*i express my feeling in song ;(

take a deep deep deeeeeeeeep breath faizah. and let it out slowlyyyy.

Nobody knows, nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry, if I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows, nobody knows, no

Nobody likes, nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life made a choice
But I think nobody knows, no no
Nobody knows, no

Baby, oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown?

And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows, no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose, not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows, no no
Nobody knows, no no no no

Baby, oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown?

And I've lost my way back home
And oh, no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep

I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me

Me,,

its feel good when you cry and no one knows about it,, because they dont even care right? when its happen NOBODY KNOWS BUT ME :)