3rd of February 2010

i just write the past to make others know about something,
the day that might be important in every people on this earth,

and with me it soo important, i woke up and go to shower. and ready to school.
im hoping that someone will said, "happy birthday adik *hug and kiss"
but of course im not get anything. i wait and wait but no one said anything untill i said today is my birthday mama, first she just like dont hear until i scream about it. then baru ade happy birthday all that but from mama and abah,

then i go to school, reach school, everybody said "happy birthday faizah, syg kau, sorry present tade" and i said "its okayyy, aku tak kesah asal korang igt". im so excited to wait for my best best friend *usetobe to said " my dear faizah happy birthday, we love you so much!" then recess i wait them and no one show up i know they came to school. so i just wait and wait but still no one, then i go recess alone :) im not ate my food at all, even im started to crying . then my classmate ask, "why are you crying faizah" and i said "nothing" and i smiled.

then when its time to go back i go back with them and they show up and nothing happened
im gettin' weird and i just shut up and dont say nothing i just wanted to know do they remember what day is that day, then go back home i meet my brother and sister, im waiting from them to said the birthday stuff, but no reaction. im use to it because they never said happy birthday to me from i was child :) but its okayyy.

then the night i wait for them to said it on phone or whatever. but still nothing. that night, i was crying sooo bad.

when did they said happy birthday? another blog